today..

Actually 2day i felt very hapi d..
but just now go fb viewing my profile
saw something..
saw something i doesn't want to see
i know it will happen one day
but i dunno it come so fast
and i did not realize tat i know d person

omg, it really make me down..
i though will have the same idea,
but i've wrong..
my heart suddenly STOP pumping..
what should i do?
should i let it go?
but i cant do it..
3 YEARS!!!
it had been continuous for 3 YEARS!!!
never stop before..
but now..
my heart is goin to break..

pls.
i wanna forget it but it doesn't happen.
it non stop blinking in my brain
pls.
i just wanna stop thinking about this
i cant control what i was thinking

mayb i will forget it next year or mayb this year
pls dissapear in my life.
mayb what i've saw was not true
but i believe it!!!
really..

so, i wont be that stupid again..
thx.
my heart was freaky pain now!!
and hurt!!!
fine.
juz forget about this!